I always admired others who talked about their dreams and when they used to tell what they are up to in their lives. It used to amazes me and annoy me sometimes that why am I so dumb. Everyone has something to live up to. Why only me have nothing to do or dream about. It ashamed me then that maybe my mind is not capable. My thoughts about me were so below average like I am stupid, ineligible, a person with no dreams, no destinations. I always wanted to do something that gives me confidence, a status, a value, a pride but what should be that. I had no idea about it or you can say I never thought in another aspect.

I remember that whenever anyone asked me out about goals and the very common question "what do I want to become". Every time I had a different answer. When I was too young I used to answer this question by telling people that I want to become a doctor, then suddenly my focus converted to the teaching field so I started telling everyone that one day I will become a teacher. With growing age, my ambitions used to take a turn and find new directions. I remember I used to tell my friends that I will become an architect without even doing any research about it and without knowing my

interests, my passion.

It was going the same way even after selecting the majors of my further studies. But then my mind got stuck somewhere in between of nowhere. This period of my mind took ages and I did not pursue any of my above-mentioned fields during this. Unfortunately, I was an empty girl with nil skills and knowledge.

Surprisingly, it never clicked me up that if I have nothing to do, to make up my mind for, to pursue in as a career, etc. Still, I had something and we all know that something is always better than nothing. That SOMETHING was nothing but my thoughts, my views, my observations, my way of looking into things, my power of picking and understanding situations, my ability to form a discrete line between right and wrong, my words, sense of getting out the real from the reel. 

The time I realized my skills, I did not give it a second thought and started it off. I made my words my power, to get myself in the world of bloggers, digital creators, content writers. I officially took a step forward. It didn't only give me a direction but confidence too that with no stops and no give-ups, I can and will one day achieve my goals. It's my hope that with the continuous hard work that I have to put in this long journey of Heal With Words, I will reach my destination someday.

In the last, I would suggest everyone to never feel like a loser. Discover yourself, your skills. 

Because what you can do best always saves you.